Hey, so 2013 is almost over. Form 3 was fun, really a pain in the ass, but I managed to go through stuff really good. I stop thinking like a child, I started to talk with seniors. I really liked it. I avoid from fights.
Okay so, lets start in the begining of 2013. I was scared that was going to happen and stuff like its a new thing for me. But I thought, oh maybe its just nothing, just go like other years I've been like that. I got along with Syu. She was really more mature than I am. I'm actually really glad.
SO, lets skip where I met a guy, I thought we would really work out but one day he didn't even want to talk to me and stuff. I really had fun with him. Long walks to my house and stuff. I really really like him. Alvin? Well idk, we're okay. I like him as a friend. Not much now. He's about to go to boarding school I think, so better stay away from him.
You know, I actually done pretty bad stuff. But that bad stuff really is a mistake, I shouldn't have done it in the first place. I regret, really. But I learned so much stuff. My mom really is like a best friend to me. Like whenever I like a guy, I told her everything.
Oh yeah, talking about guys, I got into a relationship with my friend. It's an internet relationship. Well haha, I knew him through facebook. Yeah. I really like him at the first place, and we got together. My mom said that we should go on dates and stuff. But really at that time he has exams and stuff, I don't want to bother him. But well, we didn't worked out really well. He dumped me, but I encouraged him to dump me, well I asked it haha.
Well that's it I guess, OH AND I MET CAMERON DALLAS ON OMEGLE, 2/12/2013. HAHAHAH okay.
Eiry xx
Weird Dream
haha, aku ada mimpi classmate aku time sekolah rendah. dulu pernah suka dia. bila dia dapat tau, dia langsung tak nak layan aku, macam al.. hahaha so aku mimpi dia, we go on a date together. best sangat. and bila dah bangun rasa pelik siul, aku rasa macam suka gila kat dia. lol and dia ramai sngt awek lah -.- kbye
so happy!
Hi, first of all, aku baru habis baca Ask Amy Green: Boy Trouble. I mean, best gila cerita tu. Macam cerita tu pasal aku. Then, dia ada bf semua, aww. Then, second, time kat sekolah tadi aku nak turun tangga pastu ada kawan aku ni, dia tegur aku, dia cakap "Hi" with a cute smile. Omg merah gila pipi aku. I mean like gila babi blushing. He's so cute. So glad he's my friend :3 Then, masuk dalam surau tak boleh stop senyum, I mean really. Haih, so cute la. Omg. I thought dia ni macam tak nak layan aku, tapi disebaliknya dia baik dengan aku. Hihi, sebelum tu masa nak naik kelas, dia tegur aku "Hey, sombong", tapi aku tak ada lah nak cair. But time turun tangga tu dia memang tegur aku bagaikan, omg aku tak tau lah. Pastu balik sekolah aku cakap bye kat dia. Hehe, okay I dont wanna sound like I liked him, but well entah lah. HAIH SO CUTE OKBYE
Waccap
Yaw, lamanya tak update. Seriously like lama gila sebab aku update semua benda kat Tumblr. Haha, lagipun sapa baca haha. Ni pun sebab rindu. Pergi kat youtube channel aku pastu ada blog, nasib baik ingat lagi password. So, my life right now is the same but more like even suffering. Ye weh serious. First, aku dah kurang suka kat mamat dulu tu. Second, aku suka orang lain, classmate aku. TU SUSAH K, dia tu cam nerd do. Aku tak tau lah, he's so important to me. Mula first tengok dia cam mamat iman kuat gila. Then, bila dah lama aku start kenal dia semua, ya Allah perangai dia best, cuma dia tak iman sangat. Handsome lah dia, dia cute, ada dimple. Dia suka senyum bila orang cakap dengan dia. Especially me :D Aku pun agak agak macam pikir dia suka aku sebab kawan aku notice like nampak sangat semua. Tapi aku notice dia suka kawan aku. Tah lah pening. Aku nak confess kat dia tapi putus harapan tengok dia like gmbr kawan aku. Malas lah pulak. Its hurting weh. Pastu, aku rasa aku nak balik kat mamat dulu tu tapi aku rasa lebih elok aku pergi kat mamat baru ni. BUT, semua tak agree ngn aku, aku nak je balik kat mamat dulu tu. AKU LIKE SAYANG GILA KAT DIA DO. tapi entah. I wanna change. Aku tak nak ada insecure insecure semua ni. Aku ni gemuk, sapa nak aku. Sapa nak baik ngn aku kalau aku gemuk. Tu yang selalu aku fikir do. Haih sakitnyaa k byee.
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